Writing right now probably isn't the best idea, but I've had this inkling to just let go and write for quite a while now, and other sort of pursuits in the same vein - roleplay, writing articles for Every Girl Blog, and such - have failed to satisfy this inkling, so I figure I might as well give blogging a shot.
So for like, the past three blog entries, I've talked about how senior year is weird and how I can't wait to go to college, so I'm gonna do my best to restrain myself from rambling on and on about the same things I've talked about so many times before. And I feel like that restraint shouldn't really be that hard, because honestly, I'm pretty happy right now.
Admittedly, going to school has been pretty hard lately. It's just, I know I leave soon, and it feels like so much of what's going on in high school is massively pointless and irrelevant at this point. And I'm sure that's enough to discourage just about anyone. But what's helped me right now is to stop thinking about how unhappy I am with where I am, and to focus instead on how excited I am about where I'm going. I have so many great plans. So many fun, incredible things right around the corner, and focusing my energy on those future events and shenanigans has helped a lot to get me through the dragging drudge of the last leg of high school.
I have spring break right now, which I think is going to be a much needed break. I don't really know what I have planned, besides a few doctors appointments. I guess Rodessa and I might be going prom dress shopping, which should be sort of fun as long as I don't let myself focus on the fact that there is no way I can afford a prom dress.
But I guess the most exciting thing I have is a visit to Winona, the college I'll be going to, on Tuesday (hopefully?) with my mom. I've been a little bit nervous, because it's been almost a year since I visited last. I guess I just wanna make sure that it's really the right fit for me. I mean, it's sort of dumb. Because, what else am I going to do if I don't like it? But honestly, I think it's pretty damn unlikely that my feelings for Winona have changed, so everything should be fine. Hopefully, I'll be able to talk to a professor in the Spanish and psychology departments, and maybe even sit in on a class or two! I guess we'll have to see.
I'll do my best to write about that when it happens!
xoxo
